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hawkwing_lb) wrote2006-12-18 07:43 pm
hawkwing_lb) wrote2006-12-18 07:43 pm
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their eyes are all asking are you in or are you out, and I think, oh man
what is this about?
My OWW membership expires on December 27. I can't justify renewing, useful as I've found it over the last year. For starters, I can't afford to pay fifty quid (even US) until I can get myself a job, and I'm not entirely convinced I'll be able to put in enough writing time to make it worthwhile until the middle of June -
- nah, that part's a lie. I'd have enough writing and critting time to make it worthwhile - worthwhile to me, anyway - once I stop falling ill every time I turn around.
Still can't justify renewing. Too many other things I need to spend my money on. Too many other things I want to spend money on, even though I can't afford to be spending money at all - like these shiny little buggers, for example.
I saw a handful of them in a jeweller's today. The dragon-doing-a-motorbike-wheelie is such a cool little shiny thing, and if I were a rich bugger I'd splurge on the LOTR chess set, and I'm such a damn magpie, aren't I? Magpie see, magpie want. Get a grip or get a job, that's what I need to do.
My OWW membership expires on December 27. I can't justify renewing, useful as I've found it over the last year. For starters, I can't afford to pay fifty quid (even US) until I can get myself a job, and I'm not entirely convinced I'll be able to put in enough writing time to make it worthwhile until the middle of June -
- nah, that part's a lie. I'd have enough writing and critting time to make it worthwhile - worthwhile to me, anyway - once I stop falling ill every time I turn around.
Still can't justify renewing. Too many other things I need to spend my money on. Too many other things I want to spend money on, even though I can't afford to be spending money at all - like these shiny little buggers, for example.
I saw a handful of them in a jeweller's today. The dragon-doing-a-motorbike-wheelie is such a cool little shiny thing, and if I were a rich bugger I'd splurge on the LOTR chess set, and I'm such a damn magpie, aren't I? Magpie see, magpie want. Get a grip or get a job, that's what I need to do.