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hawkwing_lb) wrote2008-05-11 11:13 pm
hawkwing_lb) wrote2008-05-11 11:13 pm
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Look into the blue light of the flame
Books 2008: 61
61. Emma Bull, War for the Oaks.
This book, we add it to the list of books to take a very special place in my heart. It's excellent. Beyond words.
And too, it was the perfect book for me to read tonight, being both beautiful, intense, and hopeful.
#
I've been anxious a lot lately. That time of month - that time of year, with the exams hard on the horizon and me with a head full of distractions and vague, creeping unease that I can't quite shake. Exercise doesn't do it. Reading does, for a while, but I can't read forever.
I'm sad and I'm afraid? And I don't quite know why, or of what? And I know this doesn't make sense - for fuck's sake, I know it's mostly chemical - but damnit, I would like not to feel a)stupid, b)inadequate, c)weak and d)so goddamn alone at your regularly scheduled intervals.
But, you know. Suck it up and carry on, no? Because I guess that's all there really is to do.
61. Emma Bull, War for the Oaks.
This book, we add it to the list of books to take a very special place in my heart. It's excellent. Beyond words.
And too, it was the perfect book for me to read tonight, being both beautiful, intense, and hopeful.
#
I've been anxious a lot lately. That time of month - that time of year, with the exams hard on the horizon and me with a head full of distractions and vague, creeping unease that I can't quite shake. Exercise doesn't do it. Reading does, for a while, but I can't read forever.
I'm sad and I'm afraid? And I don't quite know why, or of what? And I know this doesn't make sense - for fuck's sake, I know it's mostly chemical - but damnit, I would like not to feel a)stupid, b)inadequate, c)weak and d)so goddamn alone at your regularly scheduled intervals.
But, you know. Suck it up and carry on, no? Because I guess that's all there really is to do.