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The road to ruin is paved with patriarchy
Jan. 20th, 2012 10:44 pmThis week has been an exercise in stepping on all my defensive reactions in public. There are people who say that learning self-restraint is good for the soul. I've never really believed them.
That was two, two, slapfights in the space of a week.
I'm tired. I've developed, sometime in the last couple of weeks (thanks largely, I believe, to my funding application), aches in both my hands. I am staring at my to-do list in mounting panic.
Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death...
Sigh. If only all the things to do were so easily conquered.
I'd like my brain to come back now, please? If that's too much to ask, I'd settle for some motivation.
That was two, two, slapfights in the space of a week.
I'm tired. I've developed, sometime in the last couple of weeks (thanks largely, I believe, to my funding application), aches in both my hands. I am staring at my to-do list in mounting panic.
Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death...
Sigh. If only all the things to do were so easily conquered.
I'd like my brain to come back now, please? If that's too much to ask, I'd settle for some motivation.
