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Apr. 25th, 2010 03:39 pmAnxiety attack. Really, really unpleasant.
I never had this happen before. Not before exams. I can't quite access the certainty that it'll be all right, even if I screw up. God. Brain doesn't work. I need to go sit at the table and try to concentrate on my notes. It'll be all right, right?
Right.
I never had this happen before. Not before exams. I can't quite access the certainty that it'll be all right, even if I screw up. God. Brain doesn't work. I need to go sit at the table and try to concentrate on my notes. It'll be all right, right?
Right.
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Date: 2010-04-25 03:14 pm (UTC)If you can't concentrate on the notes, take a break -- you're well-organized enough that you probably don't even need to study, you're just doing it to be Really Sure that you Know The Material.
Right. ;-)
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Date: 2010-04-27 11:13 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-04-28 03:54 am (UTC)*hugs*
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Date: 2010-04-25 03:34 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-04-27 11:16 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-04-25 06:53 pm (UTC)I had an anxiety attack during my exam. For Professor M. Who I worry will now think less of me, or that I couldn't be bothered to try, or...I don't know. I managed to finish it, but...bleh. And now I am too ashamed to even explain what happened.
So, yeah. It fucking sucks, and I'm sorry it happened to you.
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Date: 2010-04-27 11:07 am (UTC)Don't for an instant be ashamed about it. (Says the person who confessed to her lecturer than she couldn't bear to go into the library because the all the stressed-out people made her want to throw up.) Even if he's foolish enough to think less of you, that's on him. Not you.
I've missed you around the internets, btw. Stay in touch?
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Date: 2010-04-25 07:27 pm (UTC)And yes, it will be alright.
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Date: 2010-04-27 01:56 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-04-25 10:14 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-04-27 01:56 pm (UTC)