Here Be Profanity
Mar. 6th, 2006 12:04 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
hawkwing_lbI shouldn't post this. I just want to curse, just - shit, I don't know. If you read this and it offends you, leave me a comment and I'll delete. I probably shouldn't use LJ as a venting site for undirected angst, but hell. I'm too tired to care.
Shit, I'm so tired. Tired enough that my head swims when I try to form the concepts I need to finish this assignment. I've been writing it all day, and what does it say about me that I can't kick out a miserly 400 more words? Well, not and have them make any sense.
Urgh. Gah. I am so fucking screwed. Why did I take an arts moderatorship, anyway, and not go for science? At least science doesn't have way the fucked up reading lists. Want to go back and studying the life sciences. Fuck I'm screwed. Can I just quit and reapply now? Cause I love the ancient-y history bits, but fuck, you can always study the history-type bits on your own. Tell me why the fuck am I cursing? Shit, shit, shit.
Cut me half a fucking break. I never thought I'd miss fucking mathematics. Subject from hell. Just let me turn back the clock to my application form. Or let me reapply and do science. Because fuck I do miss it. And science is at least structured.
Damnit, I probably shouldn't post this. Ignore me, okay? Just venting. Whining. Whingeing. I'm one of the lucky bastards. One of the lucky ones, right. I should be grateful to even have this fucking opportunity, and what am I doing? Wasting it. Being the world's worst fucking idiot, with my head stuck up my own arse. Damnit.
Damn, damn, damn.
Shit, I'm so tired. Tired enough that my head swims when I try to form the concepts I need to finish this assignment. I've been writing it all day, and what does it say about me that I can't kick out a miserly 400 more words? Well, not and have them make any sense.
Urgh. Gah. I am so fucking screwed. Why did I take an arts moderatorship, anyway, and not go for science? At least science doesn't have way the fucked up reading lists. Want to go back and studying the life sciences. Fuck I'm screwed. Can I just quit and reapply now? Cause I love the ancient-y history bits, but fuck, you can always study the history-type bits on your own. Tell me why the fuck am I cursing? Shit, shit, shit.
Cut me half a fucking break. I never thought I'd miss fucking mathematics. Subject from hell. Just let me turn back the clock to my application form. Or let me reapply and do science. Because fuck I do miss it. And science is at least structured.
Damnit, I probably shouldn't post this. Ignore me, okay? Just venting. Whining. Whingeing. I'm one of the lucky bastards. One of the lucky ones, right. I should be grateful to even have this fucking opportunity, and what am I doing? Wasting it. Being the world's worst fucking idiot, with my head stuck up my own arse. Damnit.
Damn, damn, damn.
